.

school is starting.

youre all i think about.
all day long.
no matter what im doing,
i end up thinking about you.
i know you dont sit all day thinking about me.
i know everything doesnt lead back to me
the way it does with you.
i try to muster up the energy to do something,
but i would rather just imagine
how my life is going to keep working without you.

i lie here in the half sunlight
being half naked
being half beautiful
and half knowing that
you half love me
but i am wholly thinking about you.